since kelly posted what she was doing, i might as well post right back because we're doing most things together! 8D this will also probably be my last year cosplaying [not like anybody cares though, i haven't cosplayed in a year. if anything this will be the year i stop MAKING cosplay, if i feel like it i may go to a con~ and just wear old stuff~]
ALA 2009 Natalia BANARGIN' [her last name is fucking crazy] [Tales of the Abyss] Orihime Inoue [Bleach!] Rhode Camelot [NEW OUTFIT!!] [D. Gray Man]
AX 2009 A!Secret for John [which I think I am involved in, if it's what I think it is. 8D] Taokaka! [BlazBlue] Fran [Final Fantasy XII] [If I can afford it. :W which means, mostly that wig. xD]
I am still pending Anemone, Yoko, and Mello for gatherings if I feel like it. I'll probably be having too much fun in Rhode and Natalia to even care though! Taokaka will be fun too because I won't be able to eat, or kiss anybody. ;3;
Joe, wasn't my bestest friend ever, but he was one of my good friends. I can't remember a time he didn't make me laugh my ass off. We got along, and we both love Kelly. I can't even imagine how she feels. But I will miss him, but I haven't cried as much as I thought. Probably because he made me laugh and I never really saw him sad.
I never had a friend die. It's horrible it had to be a friend as good as Joe was to me.
I'm just happy the last memories I had with him were at Disneyland, and him and i coming up with cuss words in Mabinogi. :] He will be missed in my heart and I'll try to remember every single funny thing he's ever said to me.
I know Kelly said she wanted to re-do my Anemone dress, but I want to leave it the way it is. Because Joe's the one who glued on my stripes and the tube and I want to wear it to every con now, in honor of Joe. :]
You'll be missed, my kawk-loving vanilla puddin' pop eating muscle man!! :]
[i know in some ways this might seem disrespectful, but that's what i remember about joe, him making me laugh, and that's what he holds special to me. ughhh, i am crying now. ;A; i guess stuff hasn't set in yet.]
SINCE, Karla reminded me I don't really cosplay anymore. I talked to Kelly about the stuff going on for ALA. :D
I AM POSTING IT JUST SO I REMEMBER!! :V
- Rhode Camelot (D.Gray-Man) [the one outfit with the suitjacket and poofy skirt!] - Nami (One Piece: Unlimited Adventure) [sexy kinda. ;D] - Natalia (Tales Of The Abyss) [because Kelly is making me + love her dress. 8D] - Orihime (Bleach) [i don't know what outfit yet but I found my clips!] - Taokaka (BlazBlue) [KITTY MEOW!!] - Pikachu (Pokemon) [because i have to catch them all?]
MAYBE STUFFFFF!! :W
- Anemone (Eureka7) [kelly needs to re-do her dominic] - Yoko (Gurren-Lagaan) [because i am a whale]
Sooo. I got this letter in my e-mail today. I know it's SPAM, but I couldn't help posting it. XDDD I added some commentary. Seriously, I find this amusing that people do actually fall for this stuff. :|
I am watching TLC and some lady has a fucking 160 pound tumor on her back. That's like having me working out with a 10 pound weight hanging out on her back. That would fucking suck. :| No jokeeee~
I got done posting up a few more icons since John bought me a paid account, which is pretty awesome. 8D
Also, I had my first day bathing dogs at Petsmart. It's not too bad, I enjoy the nice puppies, but I am scared of getting bitten. :| The guy training me said that someday I will get bit, which is not fucking cool because I do not want to get bit. :| So I have figured out ways to avoid it, and I also found out that if a dog gets too aggressive for you, you can stop and not finish up that dog and tell the owner that.
But I wanted to kidnap this adorable Shiz Tsu today, and a pug~ And this poodle mix named Kosmo. XD He was such a cutie pie~ He sat by me the whole time in the PetHotel and would nip at any dog that came near me!
OHSHIT, THE LIVING ROOM FUCKING SMELLS LIKE DOG POOP~~ WTF PUPPIES? Oh, Guinny trailed poop. :| GOOD GAME MR. PUPSTER~ Steppin' in poop.
Yeah, nothing's really been going on other then that~ I enjoy it so far, but I think there are easier jobs I could be doing. I'll give it this week, and see if they'd wanna give me anything else maybe. I hear if you don't make it in grooming, they still try and keep you in the company.
But Petsmart is DESPIRATELY looking for a few new bathers, so if you apply to the one at the Towne Center, tell them I told you about the position. It's lots of dog handling, you can't be scared of dogs, and you WILL get wet. XD But most of them are sweetie pies. My worst one today was a Shiz Tsu named Coco, but he was more hyper then scared. XD
Uhhhh...I have been looking for a couple stuff to do, like on the weekend with John and I and the only interesting thing I found was Color Me Mine, and the LA County Fair starting up soon. If anybody else has any cool things to do for the two of us on weekends, let me know~ Preferably something outside of California.
Also, I am going to start saving up for a vacation, and I was trying to think of cool places to go. I am not willing to spend 397325704570345 dollars, but anywhere between 0-3,500 dollars for John and I. I am not planning on going until next year in Spring possibly. But any ideas are welcomeeee~
I know I said it before, but I was looking it up again, and I will be trying out for Playboy in November and I'm super excited! :DD I need to start looking up a good set of Lingerie to wear for the shoot. But it's seriously my modivation to keep losing weight, get rid of stretchmarks, and try out different hairstyles.
Everytime I go on the casting call website, I just get more excited, and it makes me want to try harder on my eating and working out. This could quite possibly change my life, and I want it and I'm gonna try and do it.
I am making this public, because I can't be shy about my sex life or my body anymore! :| THIS IS THE REAL DEAL, BITCHES.